My name is Maria, I am 53 years old, I have been married to my husband for 32 years and we have two daughters who no longer live with us.

For the first fifteen years, our relationship with my husband was fine, with small problems of course, like in any family.

In 1995, we lost the apartment we lived in due to a bank loan.

With two small children, we had to move in with my parents.

Three years later, my husband went to France, and soon I followed him, leaving the girls with my parents.

We both worked for two years and were able to buy a house.

The house we bought was far from my parents, so I had to leave my husband in France and return to Romania with my daughters.

At that time, we called each other and met every few months.

During that time, another woman entered my husband’s life, making him a man who was no longer in control of himself.

He even communicated poorly with his daughters and did not want us to visit him.

For me and my youngest daughter (who still loves her father very much) it was a shock.

I fell into a deep depression, stopped eating, sleeping, my life became a nightmare from which I could not wake up.

Years passed, I found a job and gradually forgot what I had been through.

One day my husband lost his job and money and asked his daughters to bring him back to us.

I accepted him, forgave him, but he kept changing me.

Each time I found out about it because he could not hide his novels.

Then he was faithful for a few years until he went to Africa and there, of course, found a 24-year-old girl younger than his own daughters.

Now he works in France, comes home once a month, but he has another mistress who is 20 years younger than him.

Even though I have come to know about it, he denies having this relationship.

Please tell me what I should do?